This is hard.

The anticipated trauma of letting go is painful.

Letting go of a lot of things is painful.

I now see why letting go is painful.

I’ve bonded with you , in an unhealthy way

This has made me bond with everyone and everything in an unhealthy way.

Who and what do I really love?

I’m not sure. I’m busy canoodling with trauma

I want to learn who I am and what I love to do

I wish to shed all this skin. This old skin