How dare you be so confident, fun, free-spirited and wild ?

How dare you trigger that part in me that I’ve rejected within myself?

How dare you remind me of me?

I cannot stand the thought of the part of me which no one knows.

How dare you remind me of she?

Self, please take note. I want to slip out as daring, fun and free .

But please don’t make me be reminded of me.

I’m not ready to Become.

Please, don’t remind me of me.

I stare because you are my grand stand,

that long mirror,

Staring in awe at me.