I’ve had some habits for decades that today I’ve realized was holding me back from the friendships, unions and relationships I’ve prayed for.

Something as simple as muting all my notifications because I did not want to be bothered or I claim to not be able to focus with too many incoming messages.

For year’s I’ve found it overwhelming whenever too many people contacted me, and this is why I’ve sought to disable certain notifications. On the flip side, I would dread and resent the loneliness accompanied by this habit.

I believe holding unto these simple but profound habits for years have stifled all that I’ve prayed for.

Since it was I who decided to put the universe on mute, I have no one to blame for the accompanied consequences .

I’m not even been able to measure if my level of focus had increased , according to the experts opinions.

Today, I’ve unmuted my communication notifications so that if someone reaches out, I’ll be able to return the hailing.

Thank you, Jesus, for this reckoning.

I look forward to meeting new friends, spouse and new family.

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